getting that way

Adam A's picture

it's getting bad, i'm falling in love, it's a stupid thing to do...and why? he's done nothing to really deserve it. and i'm thinking about him, i'm thinking about him a lot, it's stupid. very stupid even. i need sleep, and i need to stop thinking about him...and i need to do my uni work...i didn't submit one whole assignment for sculpture, haven't got fuck all chance of doing video...been late everyday this week, not doing homework...and falling asleep in class. why do i even want a boyfriend? who needs them? i got sex coming out of my ears...who needs more right?
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right?
ok i'm gonna go cry now.

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RegretShouldntExist's picture

Aww Aaaaaaaaaaadam! *hugs u

Aww Aaaaaaaaaaadam! *hugs u tightly* Im so sorry! Pleeeeeease dont cry. It'll make me cry! :'(

the ghost's picture

Awwwwwww!!! I know the

Awwwwwww!!! I know the feeling Adam. I'm totally in love with a girl who knows I exist but doesn't seem to particularly care yet still I want her!!
Please don't cry!!

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt

Icarus's picture

awww...... *huggles* everythi

awww......

*huggles*

everything passes with time dear....even the most painful of things...

so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata

gaynow's picture

Adam has feeeeeelings!!! <3

Adam has feeeeeelings!!!
<3 ::giant hugs::
Slap yourself a few times and get yer work done, and then you'll have time to get all googly-eyed, and get googly-eyed you shall, because if love doesn't completely steal you from the rest of your life, it can be fun. Especially if he feels the same way...... and do you know he doesn't?

Megan: "Cheers are supposed to be simple, make people feel good."
Graham: "Cheers make girls do stupid cartwheels. Orgasms make people feel good."
-But I'm a Cheerleader

bulldyke's picture

you can't stop yourself from

you can't stop yourself from falling in love...and trying only makes it hurt more. which sucks, big time, cause it's scary as hell.

but you CAN try to enjoy it. there's no better cure for love than accepting it...even if you can't always share it with the one you're in love with.

and it IS scary as hell...it hurts like crazy, cause you feel like you're going to burst with it, and you don't know what to DO with it.

but...try to remember how amazing it feels to be with him, and let yourself be okay with that. yes, it will hurt like a motherfucker if he leaves, but you can't let that define your relationship. well, you can...but you'll be miserable for the rest of your life if you do.

sex is one thing...intimacy is quite another. casual sex can be wonderful, but holding someone (or being held) while you sleep...that's wonderful cubed, times a hundred.

it's okay to cry. sometimes, it's the only way to let all the emotion out. and letting it out is good. it's scary, falling in love...especially when you've been hurt so much.

someone i love very much has been hurt more times than anyone could imagine...she says it amazes her, how many times a heart can be shattered into pieces, then pick itself back up and love again. but that's what we do. that's who we are.

you're an amazing person. a tender, caring, thoughtful man, who has so much to offer, even if you don't know how. please...let yourself love. let yourself be happy, and let yourself be whole.

Bulldyke
"As my mother always said, there's nothing that says 'stay out of my airspace' quite like a couple of F-18s." ~Rachel Maddow

Peregrine's picture

just to let you know your

just to let you know your human, YES YOU NEED A BF YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!! SEX AIN'T EVERYTHING(i'm a texan leave me alone on the ain't thing)!!!!!!!!!!

if you want to talk you nkow how pms work right?

Go into the sand, and the dust, and the sky
Go now, there's no better plan, than to do or to die
Free me, pray to the fayth in the face of the light
Feed me, fill me with sin, and get ready to fight

Adam A's picture

meow

thanks guys...lol.....shadow1992 said "aint"