Alright....So, tonight was lets say different. Now, I've known this guy, I'll call Patrick, for a few months. He lives next door and I met him the day we moved here. He's the only friend I've made here. So, tonight we were just hanging out at his house and I was just looking at him and I don't know how to really write out everything that went on tonight. But I ended up going down on him....and I can't explain it, but it felt so good. and it felt right. I don't want to be straight! But now I'm torn because I'm questioning(again) whether or not I'm bi or gay. It's horrible but it feels right.