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centerfielder08's picture

My first journal entry in a while. I'm calming down right now.
I want to apologize for everything I caused this past week. I'm sorry for my scary posts and my threats. I really do apologize and do not in any way mean to scare anyone. I know I should not put my troubles on others and for this I hope to be forgiven.

Softball conditioning today. First in a while. Felt so nice today. Even just running in the rain made things feel better for a while. I felt free.

I'm going to go let myself calm down more before I write another stupid post.


centerfielder08's picture

Adam....I'm sorry. Do you

Adam....I'm sorry. Do you forgive me? I hate to have you mad at me. You're like that weird big bro i never actually had.

DefyingGravity's picture

Hey you

No worries. hold on tight to softball. that'll be the best thing for you. run your heart out. makes ya feel good to be that kind of exhausted at the end of every day, i promise.
We all love you and just want what's best for you and for you to be the happiest and best you can be. you've influenced all of us so much. we need you to be here with us and stay strong.

"Don't you believe, girl, that you changed the world, at least you changed the world for me" -Finger Eleven

Lehcure's picture

welcome back :)

calm down before you write a stupid post?
. . .or you can calm down and write a fantastic post!

fox333's picture

to heck with calming

to heck with calming down!
oh and *hugs*

Merric's picture

I'm so glad you're feeling

I'm so glad you're feeling better. Freedom is the best feeling.
Running in the rain... it sounds very poetic.

Riku's picture


Good to hear from you.

You keep on with that softball. And do whatever helps you.

Get yourself in a good space again. For your sake as well as ours. I know you can do it.

Peregrine's picture

glad to hear you are feeling

glad to hear you are feeling better little older brother! wow that might be confuseing. . . YOU CAN EXPLAIN ELI!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!!! lol

Go into the sand, and the dust, and the sky
Go now, there's no better plan, than to do or to die
Free me, pray to the fayth in the face of the light
Feed me, fill me with sin, and get ready to fight

rainforestchild's picture

I'm glad you are feeling

I'm glad you are feeling better :) sorry I couldn't be much of a help

ferrets's picture


u it was a stage! yayayayayayaayayayyaaayyayayayayayayaayayayay!i said yay lots!