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centerfielder08's picture

I almost did it (suicide) last night. Okay, truth is. I attempted. Yes. I choked myself until it hurt and I started coughing. I need help. Can I trust a suicide hotline?

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RegretShouldntExist's picture

Well.......Ive..erm...cut

Well.......Ive..erm...cut before and i know how you feel really i do. But...hotlines Ive never tried. The..the person who hellped me stopped...well people who helped me stop were my friends. Emma, Dani, Amelia, and my boyfriend Vince. They...were just soo good to me and Im sooo lucky to have them. You just need hope and you may stop your suicidal thoughts completely. Just.....you need close friends ok? Im here to help any way possible ok? Just message me or anything. I will gladly help you
-Life....So complicated ya know?

centerfielder08's picture

Thanks, dude. Hopefully

Thanks, dude.
Hopefully others will post suggestions, as well. Please...no offense, but Jeff...right now I can't deal with tough love. I'm a touchy-feely person. And I need it, right now , at least. Later you can give me witty jokes and be all father-ly. Right now I need hugs. I need support and hope. No lectures, please.

Sykes's picture

You definately need to get

You definately need to get help as soon as you can. I've never tried a hotline, but being hospitalized does help. Try to tell someone so they can help you, you NEED it.
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"I've got a remedy I've counted on before. Goin' with the cure that's never failed me. What you call a disease, I call a remedy and what you're callin' a cause I call a cure." -Mighty Mighty Bosstones

centerfielder08's picture

What's being hospitalized

What's being hospitalized like? I've thought about that, but don't know what it's like, and I'd rather have some idea before I go .

Am I safe? I don't know.

Bi the Book's picture

Well... I have tried

Well... I have tried suicide. Uh...I OD on ibuprofen pills, but I just got really sick and my parents didn't know why. The only time I have called the suicide hot line is when my friends prank called them, and they weren't nice at all. I don't recommend calling them and I really don't recommend trusting them. I didn't have any friends who I trusted or even who knew what I was going threw. I wish I did, but you have all of us here who have open ears and are ready to listen. And if Jeff won't give you hugs, I will. *hugs!* There you go. Feel better and remember that we're all here to help each other. ;-)

~Why put a label on anything? A label is something to tell other people what you are and why should you care about what other people think?~

centerfielder08's picture

Thanks. I barely get real

Thanks.
I barely get real hugs anymore.

Bi the Book's picture

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~Why put a label on anything? A label is something to tell other people what you are and why should you care about what other people think?~

Peregrine's picture

*SLAPS YOU IN THE FACE*

*SLAPS YOU IN THE FACE* DON'T YOU EVER SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN ELI!!!!!!!!(god i sound like my mother) we all love you!!!!!! and i want you to be safe and happy, and i think you can trust a hotline. CALL THEM!!!!!!!!! ilu!!!! :D

"And so the Lion fell in love with the Lamb. What a stupid Lamb. What a sick, masochistic Lion." - - - Twilight

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

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Eli!!! Please, don't do that.. we're here for you hun. Call a hotline. Please?
Get some help, sweetie. Anyone.. hospital, hotline, therapist.. something.
*Hugs to freaking INFINITY!*