Let's go on a guilt trip....

wilde_sapphire's picture

My fatass just got a 2 year membership to 24 hour fitness!! :D So, a few weeks ago, I was in a huge fight with my dad which ended with him almost slapping me across the face. The fight mainly focused on money-as always- because my parents are divorced and he only wants to really be my father four days out of the month. Which is perfectly fine with me but when he insisted I pay for everything because he pays child support I blew up and said how can I do that when I cannot even get a decent job until I'm at least 16?! My mom has leukemia and cannot work and he loves throwing that in my face as well as hers- how we can't go on without him and she shouldn't have divorced him. Longer story short I told him I didnt want anything to do with him if he was going to be such a huge asshole and treat me and my mother like that. It seemed to break his little heart and to show his love he's been buying me things. It's a really fucked up situation but I already know i can be a bad person so I used it to my advantage. I told him he didnt have to do this just start being a little nicer to me but you know, he insisted....daddy issues as always.

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Siovampire's picture

....hmm...if you ask

....hmm...if you ask me...he's the one who really should be sucking up to you. you deserve presents and stuff afterall that shit >:( i had a stepmother like that. but hey...my dad finally came to his senses and now i only have to see her like...once every other month. you deserve to be doted on!!!

wilde_sapphire's picture

aww thanks

I think he should be too because he has put me through a lot of bs through out the years, but I'd never say that out loud. I'm glad your dad got some sense!


Do you really think it is weakness that yields to temptation? I tell you that there are terrible temptations which it requires strength, strength and courage to yield to.

jmy's picture

That sounds terrible, i hope

That sounds terrible,
i hope its okay,
if someone is bringing you down,
even your own parent,
then you need to release yourself from them,
you need happiness surrounding you

It is thyself, mine own self's better part;
Mine eye's clear eye, my dear heart's dearer heart;
My food, my fortune, and my sweet hope's aim,
My sole earth's heaven, and my heaven's claim.
-William Shakespeare, The Comedy Of Errors

wilde_sapphire's picture

definitely

It's pretty much okay, he's just up to old habits trying to make me feel bad for something he agreed to. I've tried to release myself from him but he always just reels me right back in.


Do you really think it is weakness that yields to temptation? I tell you that there are terrible temptations which it requires strength, strength and courage to yield to.