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Adam A's picture

so...i've taken my time to cool the fuck down.. and well, i wanted to apologise for my petite little hissy fit last night, i'm not usually so prone to oasian bitch fits but last night i got a royal one when for an instant i thought the friendship and support i always assumed i have here was lost. after posting that nasty little journal entry and reading all your comments both there and in the forum topic i realized i had made a mistake and that the friendship and support i have here is even greater than i had imagined. to all of you who i'm in touch with, and even more so to those i'm not in touch with and decided to write to me anyway, thank you so much. i'm going to out myself a little bit to you here coz i think it's important you understand something about me. a long time ago now, i decided that something was missing from oasis, that too quickly everyone would get so sad with their private and our collective situation, that the place would become dark and depressing in itself. so i kind of decided to make it my mission to bring back the fun and humour and light heartedness, especially when something big was up. i know that my antics are a little offbeat and quite intense...but you guys need to realize that a lot of what i say is a joke....you do get that right? I'm not talking about my journals...my journals are absolutely 100% truthful. i know i have somewhat of a volatile personality, and my way of approaching things is strange to say the least...but i've done it enough to know what's effective....even if you don't know it. like when you guys are sad, i joke around and annoy you, you don't notice, but u'r anger to yourself or people around you either disappears or is focussed on me, and i prefer it that way. which is why it's understandable that some of you don't like me, tim for example, but it's a sacrifice i'm willing to make, i'd rather you hate me than yourself. also, yes, i know that i have very widely varying moods and even my personality can manifest itself in a number of ways...but the adam you see here is a puppet being controlled by the person behing him, and i want you all to know that that person is much the same as all of you, loves you very much, respects and adores you. you're all my friends and i don't know what i'd do without you. and now that i've got you suffiently mooshed up...i'm going to revert to my old self again....

so fuck off you wankers. love you

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jmy's picture

i read what was written last

i read what was written last night,
i disagree with that guy,

i have nothing bad to say about you Adam.
You had every right to react the way you did.

It is thyself, mine own self's better part;
Mine eye's clear eye, my dear heart's dearer heart;
My food, my fortune, and my sweet hope's aim,
My sole earth's heaven, and my heaven's claim.
-William Shakespeare, The Comedy Of Errors

RegretShouldntExist's picture

Aww Adaaaaaaaaaaam!

*hugs tightly* I luv the way u joke. Makes me feel incredibly better...I..I guess i never thanked u did i? Well Thank you Adam. :)

ferrets's picture

yay........

the power of ferrets has brought you back.

ferrets

Siovampire's picture

aww...i'll admit it, i love

aww...i'll admit it, i love your annoying nasty remarks! you remind me of a senior at my school. rude, crude, and oh so wonderful! <3!

bulldyke's picture

i love you, all of you, and

i love you, all of you, and i think you're a wonderfully sweet guy, who's way more empathetic than anyone gives you credit for.

*hug*

Bulldyke
"As my mother always said, there's nothing that says 'stay out of my airspace' quite like a couple of F-18s." ~Rachel Maddow