gave ohad the flick...prick!
sank two bottles of wine and ...erhm...pot...don't know how much...?
got aviv maybe (fingers crossed) coming tommorow....got three others stringed and poised for sex...thoguh i think not tonight i have uni tommorow and it's late.
feel horny..like genuinely horny...for the first time in a long time tonight...shame it's gonna go to waste.
had a massive fight with family the other day...shouldn't have told them about the new habbit (pot)...i'm gonna curb it anyways...alcohol is more fun. wanna try ecstasy though....tehe. fuck em
i'm sooo going back to the one night stands..i just feel like it...it's fun...makes me feel good...and i don't have to bother worrying about what kind of asshole this man is (operating under the assumption that all men are assholes in one form or another...and i'm yet to be proven wrong). lol even aviv is an asshole...but in relative terms...not a huge one.
haven't manscaped in aged....that's been fun...all el natural and what not. i'm in a strictly oversharing mood...get over it.
i lost more weight...yay for adam. i need a fucking haircut...maybe when i finish aviv's commission i'll have some money to get one...and maybe a new pair of jeans...yay!
i got new shoes too...blue...they're nice.
boys boys boys....i'm comming back lads...been far too many lonely studs missing out on good sex...can't have that.
finally realized my calling heheheh.
i want to try and russian and an ethiupian....and maybe a german...i'll keep that in mind. need new photos.
aah life's better in the shallow end.
ooh did i tell you i started therapy? yes yes i did...and i'm quitting too...coz i don't need it...i'm fabulously fucked up.
i swam in the sea today....hehehe...it's freezing cold...i figured i'd try out that theory...that external pain distracts you from inside pain...it's bullshit...or maybe it was the wrong kind of pain. anyways...not important. i drank so much the other night i was just sitting in my room moaning...it felt like i was literally breathing out pain...it was a great sense of release.
im gonna be really hot soon....i figure just a couple more kilos and i'm gonna start a huge sexual conquest...tehe it'll be fun...fuck hotter and hotter guys until i get tired of it...or get an std...whichever comes first. eh what am i talking about?
have i told you guys ever how much i hate tops? i just spent the last two hours teasing one and i just pulled the plug on the little fucker..tehe....plus it heats me up too so it's fun.
this is the new game plan....withdrawal. no more talky talky....not about anything that means anything...there's no point...there's nothing to tell...it's so complicated that it's become simple...nothing.
i almost laughed my ass off
now now precious children......i'm going to bed...don't bother commenting i'm not coming back for a while.
toodles....it was nice