Spring Break

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Spring Break is next week at my school. And I'm not actually anticipating it. The only friends of mine that will be in town... are my best friend, and two people I met through my gf, they are older than my parents. I love them though. And I get to see them. Hang out with them and my gf's mom. But my gf will be out of town visiting her dad (who she doesn't see very often). So my spring break is nothing to look forward to. It'll def be interesting because of the crowd I'll be hanging with. But I don't know. I don't get to see my gf for a week. And I haven't seen her very much because of work, and school. So it kind of bites.

This is me ranting. I mean it was great seeing her Friday, it was. And I would do it again if I had the chance. As in I would rewind time to see her again. But I can't. I shouldn't bitch though.

I think I get to go on a trip with my gf at the end of may. But at the same time I'm kind of supposed to be going on a trip with my best friend. I don't know how long the trip with my gf is supposed to be. But the trip with my best friend is a week long. Eight days. Driving to Florida. Not fun. I mean it's not fun how we get there. But once we get there it will be fine. We took this trip last year. And it was fun. It is her family and me.

My family never goes on trips. I do remember the last family trip I went on though, it was right before my parents got a divorce. My dad took us to Florida. It was fun. But it was so weird that my mom wasn't there. That was October of 05 or 06. Not really sure. And now he's married. And the most recent trip we've been on is to a family reunion which I locked myself in the hotel room for hours on end. Watching tv. Reading. And talking on the phone to my best friend. We aren't a family.

I don't want to have to choose between my best friend and my gf. I love them both. Just in different ways. And I want to go on both trips. I'm afraid that I won't have the time (because they will end up overlapping) or the money. I'm also supposed to go to my gf's home town this summer. Which is a plane ride away. Along with weekend trips to Chicago.

I know it's March. But I plan way too much in advanced. And it feels like summer out, so it's hard not to.