I got back from the hospital where i had my evaluation. i will be going to an outpatinet program 3 times a week (~10 hours). I'm not sure how I feel right now.
It bothers me that they dont want me / dont think I need more help. that makes me want to try to kill / hurt myself. anyone have any good ways on doing it with the least amount of pain?
then they can just add me to the #s of fucked up kids. i dont care anymore. i'll die and nobody will notice.