Ok guys I guess this is a trust test kinda thing. See I’d like to email my relatives, cause I want to talk to them, a couple in particular. But it’s Easter and my family is religious so I feel like I would be imposing to call them today when they probably have their own thing going on.
So I started to write the email and realized that I would just be bullshitting about things that aren’t of any real importance. Not an issue really, except I have this thing where I constantly feel like anything I should happen to email my relatives should be of purpose or have some kind of power in the message. So since that wasn’t going to happen, because I did that just the other night, I stopped writing and thought about things for a while.
That’s when I realized I have this huge ass audience waiting to read anything posted on the site just sitting around. I thought, well they certainly won’t care if I take the time to rant on the site. So here I am writing away.
First of all I don’t feel like I accomplished enough today. I got about 1 and a ½ things done if not just a little more. That was: filling out a mock job application, which I feel like I could have done better at but is done. And: getting part of this assignment done for my college class document and form design. I suppose it’s a good thing I said that I would wake up early to work on some of the stuff with a fellow student but I still wish I could have just got it done myself. I need to be more self sufficient.
So on top of the fact that I didn’t accomplish much today, that I feel like I’d waste my relatives time just to talk or write to them today, I wasted money as well. Money I didn’t actually have on top of that. That’s keeping the story short anyway. That’s something I couldn’t tell my relatives about because they would just hound me then, cause I’m a spender of sorts. Not a multimillion dollar one, just a middle class spender.
A big chunk of my day was spent with one of my girl friend’s boyfriend. I’m not attracted to him, for the record. He’s someone I can comfortably spend time with anyway, so I try to when I’m in need. He came over to play some pool with me but I asked him if he wouldn’t mind taking me to barns and noble to buy a CD, long discussion short, he said yes. So I went to B&N and bought Coldplay’s newest CD, the special edition one with Prospekts March in it as well. I didn’t NEED to buy the CD but I chose to, so will live with the consequences. I then bought him food at McDonalds, to give him something for the trip to B&N. THEN we played pool, for some time, before we split up and now I’m here and alone for the rest of the night so it seems. I doubt he’ll come back with a movie to watch.
I don’t know what to do now. I suppose I’ll watch Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist but I just don’t feel the want in doing it. I suppose I’ll eat something, but I don’t truly feel hungry any way. I probably won’t even work on homework because it’s the end of the day. Go figure, what a waste. I have time to do something productive and I don’t.
Anyway I suppose I’ll let you guys get to another post now. Later.