Ok, in regards to my previous entry, I’d like to say that I’m undecided. I don’t think I made this clear enough in my previous entry. I’m not saying I’m just going to dump my sexuality, like that’s even completely possible, to join the Christians.
If I do anything it will be one of two things. According to my knowledge, which I can’t back up, there are Christians who are accepting of gays. If there are not or I can’t find any or I choose not to partake in that type of Christianity I will have to simply try to suppress my sexuality. Don’t know exactly how that could work though. :s
I think I’ve grown quite fond of my sexuality, so I imagine if I choose Christianity over it that I will be in for some hard times.
Right now, I don’t even know if I’ll get into the Christian college my Christian relatives work at or whether I’ll be able to live with them or not. I don’t even know if I’ll get into the more liberal college I’d like to go to. I don’t know anything I just know that it’s time for some change and that I’ve got to put my foot forward and make something happen.
I’ll go wherever I’m taken at this moment.
Just thought I’d clear that up.