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milk-tea's picture

i am failing physics.
51.19%
I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO SUMMER SCHOOL.
not only that, i dont want it to happen so that maybe i cant end up going to Iowa Young Writers and have to go to FUCKING SUMMER SCHOOL instead.
of course, me failing physics is purely my fault.
still.
i swear to god, i will hop on a bus and run away to the Iowa program if i have to.
I WILL NOT LET MY INCOMPETENCE GET IN THE WAY!

GOD I AM SUCH A DUMBASS.

also, my "best friend" is pissed or upset at me.
i dont even fucking know.
shes such a goddamn princess. i do not have TIME to deal with all of her PROBLEMS. i have issues of my own, thanks.
jesus.
and of course the boy hasnt called me at all.
i dont know what to do with him.
im supposed to see him tomorrow but he refused to call me yesterday
and if he doesnt call today, should i even bother calling him tomorrow morning?
it could easily be that nothing is wrong, at all
not with me and him anyway
or it could be that im supposed to be Taking a Hint because i should know by the Lack of Communication That is Ensuing. (yeah, he seriously said that once. cocksucker, huh?)

I AM SO FUCKING STRESSED.
NOTHING IS GOOD.

i just want to lounge around outside and smoke and read and write.
fuck him.
fuck school.

WORLD, GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK.
LEAVE ME ALONE.

Comments

ferrets's picture

and.....

being a cock sucker is bad how? i find it rather atractive! hehe. i think a ferret could help with all ur problems!

a ferrets a ferret, no matter how much it seems like a weasel. if only i could say the same for people.

Merric's picture

Physics sucks.

Maybe you can talk to your teacher and ask to make up some assignments or tests or something. It might not help, but it can't hurt.

I hope you can go to the writing program, it sounds awesome. Not to mention that ultimately writing will probably be a lot more important in your life than physics ever could be.

Gerardo's picture

I love you!

Sorry, I can't really help you in any way besides giving you a false sense of love.

timpy's picture

I think that if he doesnt

I think that if he doesnt call you, you shouldnt call him.
its showing him you dont care, and your not going to bother him
take control of the situation
:)

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