I'm getting some help

scandalboy's picture

Told you I wouldn't be away forever.

Came back to share some news. I'm finally getting some help for my depression. I made a doctor's appointment today, earliest I could get in was next Wednesday. So I feel relieved. But anxious because I wish it was tomorrow. For three years I've been going into these extremely low periods of depression. I've been in one for the majority of this year, and I'm sick of it. I feel like I broke. Usually I rely on myself to get through it, as well as some of my really good friends. But you know... I'm tired. I'm so tired of my life being an uphill battle every day. Sometimes it's hard for me to just get out of bed. Because I don't have the energy to face the world.

So I'm not sure what's going to happen next week. I'd like to try some anti-depressants, maybe speak to a professional head shrinker. I'll keep you guys updated.


Icarus's picture

i'm glad. i'm glad you made

i'm glad. i'm glad you made that decision, especially when there are so many people out there that don't....


so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata

Peregrine's picture

awww i sowwies!

awww i sowwies! *e-hugs*

Kandi Raver Boy says: "LETS PARTY BOY!!!! UHN TISS UHN TISS UHN TISS!!!!!!"

Sykes's picture

Yay! I dunno what'll work

Yay! I dunno what'll work for you, but I's on Welbutrin. Hope sumthin wurks 4 u :D
Cluny: "[mocking tone] Oh my! Are you scared?"
Cornflower: "Yes... but I'll get over it. *You* are ugly, and there's no cure for that." -Redwall

jmy's picture

Well done on making that

Well done on making that first step, its a hard thing to do.
But once you make that first step, it gets easier :)
Im very happy and Proud of you.

ferrets's picture


ferrets are love, no way around it!