Hey everyone, my name is Julia. Or Salvatore, which ever one's easier. I'm 14 and I live in New Zealand.
Well I'm gay, I know that fo dizzle. Some people are accepting, others find it a little weird. It doesn't help that i go to an all girls school, either.
The island girls bash me up sometimes, and call me sick and disgusting and shit like that. I guess it's a little uncomfortable hanging with my mates listening to them drawl on about how hot Zac Efron or something is, while I'm sitting there thinking about the cute girl that just walked past. They make jokes from time to time, calling me perverted or dirty minded when the girl I like says hi and i go into that dreamy state. But really, is it any different to when they swoon as a cute boy walks past? Just because it's a girl, doesn't mean the thoughts are purely sexual.
I've been struggling with depression for 8 years, and over the past 3 years I've developed bipolar disorder and mild schizophrenia. I use poetry and music as an outlet, which is now my forte in school. I'm excelling and now am taking an extension class for my music. (:
I've been in love with the same girl for two years straight.. She hardly knows who I am. She's one of those godly beings who seems to work miracles on everyone's lives, without even realizing it.
Well yeah, I guess that's all there is to know. (: