My First Entry

Salvatore's picture

Hey everyone, my name is Julia. Or Salvatore, which ever one's easier. I'm 14 and I live in New Zealand.

Well I'm gay, I know that fo dizzle. Some people are accepting, others find it a little weird. It doesn't help that i go to an all girls school, either.

The island girls bash me up sometimes, and call me sick and disgusting and shit like that. I guess it's a little uncomfortable hanging with my mates listening to them drawl on about how hot Zac Efron or something is, while I'm sitting there thinking about the cute girl that just walked past. They make jokes from time to time, calling me perverted or dirty minded when the girl I like says hi and i go into that dreamy state. But really, is it any different to when they swoon as a cute boy walks past? Just because it's a girl, doesn't mean the thoughts are purely sexual.

I've been struggling with depression for 8 years, and over the past 3 years I've developed bipolar disorder and mild schizophrenia. I use poetry and music as an outlet, which is now my forte in school. I'm excelling and now am taking an extension class for my music. (:

I've been in love with the same girl for two years straight.. She hardly knows who I am. She's one of those godly beings who seems to work miracles on everyone's lives, without even realizing it.

Well yeah, I guess that's all there is to know. (:

Julia

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perple's picture

Hello Salvatore! goodness

Hello Salvatore! goodness that sounded AA-ish....

Salvatore's picture

oops

Oh, hehe, I suppose it did.. ;P

Wasn't intended, i tell you that!
x

Merric's picture

Welcome! Music is the

Welcome!
Music is the best.
Have fun at Oasis.

Salvatore's picture

Thanks (:

thank you! ^-^

I agree, music is the shizz.

gaynow's picture

I've got a riddle. How is a

I've got a riddle. How is a homophobe like Zac Efron? They're both stupid, and they're both probably closeted.

...Okay, so I'm not at my wittiest, but it's past my bedtime. Horray for music, and welcome to Oasis!!

Megan: "Cheers are supposed to be simple, make people feel good."
Graham: "Cheers make girls do stupid cartwheels. Orgasms make people feel good."
-But I'm a Cheerleader

Salvatore's picture

Still funny, nonetheless.

Still funny, nonetheless. ;D

Thank you!

Adam A's picture

meow

welcome julia, love the name julia!
Zac Efron ew, couldn't you have given a better example...like jude law? heheh...

those mauri's beating you up is no good....i'd suggest you fight back but i know how ...erhm...dangerous...that might be. for the record like half those girls are maasive butchy uber dykes anyways. sux to be you though, living in kiwiland (im ex-aussie)....there's another kiwi here though, uncertain is his name here....look for an avatar with shoes (must be a foot fetish...no idea).
anyways, you're very welcome to oasis, seems like you're going to get alone here juuuussst fine.
toodles.

Peregrine's picture

Adam she is FOURTEEN!!!!!

Adam she is FOURTEEN!!!!! Zac is the shiz with all the st8 grrls now don't you pay attention?

"You can’t breathe until you choke.
You gotta laugh when you’re the joke.
There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive!"

RaspberriesAreFun's picture

I think you can be attracted

I think you can be attracted to Jude Law at ANY age.

I radiate music from my core.

Salvatore's picture

no, i think it's just my

no, i think it's just my friends. they love the fact that he dances..

oh baby girl, i'm not your type..

Salvatore's picture

bloody aussie.. imeanwhat?

eh, the maori chicks ain't THAT bad. all i have to do is hug them and they run away (: it's like primary school all over again. it's the Islanders that like food that you have to worry about. they rest their hand on your head and you plummet into the ground.. o_O
kiwiland, i mean New Zealand, is an awesome country, thank you very much! at least we don't have snakes. xD

oh baby girl, i'm not your type..

holahaveamuffin18's picture

hola salvatore - welcome to

hola salvatore - welcome to oasis !
i like your username, btw :P

Salvatore's picture

oh thank you (: it's the

oh thank you (: it's the name of my band, which is my pride and joy. i use it for everything :D

oh baby girl, i'm not your type..

Adam A's picture

meow

weeeellll you both have a point...i guess zac is just tooo young for crusty 21 year old adamsaurus...but yeh totally jude law is a fucking sex god at any age...any gender..and sexual preference...totally even lesbians would tap that juicy ass! am i exaggerating? ooh shit julia is 14 and i just wrote that...sorry julia...you'll get used to it though...everone on oasis is sooo filthy and potty mouthed...lucky im here to purify the air and make things righteous.

Salvatore's picture

you riot, you.

ahahahaha, worry not. i've heard it all before. i hang out with 16 and 17 yr olds in my spare time. they corrupted me waaaaay before this :P

and i'm sorry to say it, but...
Jude Law is a ponce. please don't smash me.

oh baby girl, i'm not your type..