i want to rid the world of yellow. and marshmellows, disgusting.
oh hey guess what? apperantly my cholesterole is waay high too, i'm 21 with a body of a fucking 70 year old...so im getting more drugs...isn't that nice? i have another solution but nobody listens to me, i think i should just drink large quantities of red wine, aah the things i do for my health. i also have to up my insulin dose, meaning more weight, and i have to up my metformin doses, which means a lot more stomach pains, and at this point death is starting to look inviting.
and again i tried to talk to my mother, which resulted in a drawn out lecture i didn't care to listen to all that much...especially from someone i haven't seen in a year and half.
im decidedly entering another doom and gloom phase, something about free time mixed with life changes that just irks me i suppose, im tired of stopping and starting my life every few months, it's quite exhausted.
anyways fuck this....have a nice life everybody