hmmm, look who's posting an actual entry?

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Hmm, I'm used to certain things being a certain way after having to having to get used to/adjusted to them for soo long....used to things/ppl changing away from me,and for once I would just like there to be not be an after(re: friendship/relationship), you know(but maybe a idk,happy ending or at least the possibilty of that in the future)? Like after Carly got her bf/moved, then our friendship went away to what it now:nothing.. or soon after this new change, then the whole thing changed to bad/different/new and now forever way of things being now(what after means)........other examples of after:Sheri, Phuong, Ruby, Norma, Kati,etc......so I'm just gonna take things as they come and not overthink/get too into them( what I've been doing for quite a while already,aka my DM put back in place,should stay there pretty soon) cuz it might change again, like always....that's why I'm so into routine(good thing I'm also a Taurus hehe) but mostly cuz it's consistent/stable/steady/can count on it/rely on it no matter what....I hope to get new routines once in Rockford/enjoy finding stuff out about the town(like gay clubs, their places to eat, doing nature stuff like I did back in HI, movies, mall, county fair, water park,etc.)and maybe make new friends and stuff too.....and it's nice to know I'll be a lot closer to Vanessa....