Last night...

ShowMeLove's picture

I had a pretty good dream (which tend to be few and far between). I was in school when the girl I have a crush on came over to me and she sat next to me and when she did her arm brushed mine. In the dream I wasn't sure if she did this on purpose or if it was just an accident but I was like I'll do the same and see what she does. So I made my arm sorta brush her arm but I made the moment last longer. Then I think that dream ended cause I can't remember anything after that. It was nice while it lasted BUT hello! I'd like some longer more meaningful dreams! Please :)

I had a dream on the weekend about her but I think in the dream I treated her like crap....which is totally weird. From what I remember she was liking me and I think in more that "just friends" sorta way. I knew this but I was like going off and doing things with other people/friends. When I should've been with her. It was weird. lol.

I'm also not getting my usual amount of sleep so.....maybe this is affecting my dreams. She certainly is infecting them :P

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rainforestchild's picture

oolala and arm brush. lol

oolala and arm brush. lol just joking. maybe you should try doing that in real life :)

ShowMeLove's picture

I meant....

It was a good dream compared to the bad/nightmares I seem to be having a lot of lately.

And if she wasn't straight and married then maybe I'd do it but I don't think I could do it now....lol.

jeff's picture

Hmm...

So, when your mind runs wild, it's as torrid as a Jane Austen novel? :-)

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"People who are happy are slugs... They do not move the human race forward."
-- Camille Paglia, on Oasis

ShowMeLove's picture

More like Fried Green

More like Fried Green Tomatoes.

Everything's subtext :P

Fiona Rosge's picture

Oh Jeff, I wish I could say

Oh Jeff, I wish I could say I knew who that was. But wow I'm sorry, I mean if I were you id be like "What! Thats it?" influence your dreams to go deeper :) so maby what your subconshus is saying is put yourself out there!
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Come Josephine in my flying machine
Going up she goes up she goes
Balance yourself like a bird on a beam
In the air she goes there she goes
Up, up, a little bit higher
Oh, my, the moon is on fire
Good-by

ShowMeLove's picture

......

I have a lot of dreams like these that are all about that anticipation of more. You know? Like I have dreams where I'm more confident and I just do what I really want but then there's the more realistic simple dreams like these where it's all about the moment and the anticipation of what she's gonna do next/how she's gonna react (which unfortunately I never got to see this time :P). It's hard to explain unless you're actually having the dream. It's all about the feelings and those crazy/awesome/funny feelings you get in your stomach when you're next to the person you like. If any of that makes sense.

Alas...I wish I could put myself out there in the hopes of "getting the girl" but it would be totally weird cause she's straight, married and has kids. So...she's really out of the question. Yeah....I need to find a queer girl to dream about :P Enough with the straights-that-I-have-no-chance-with!

I'm definitely gonna try to influence my dreams to go deeper :)

That was long :P