I think I'm actually gonna do it. I'm just figuring out the right way to. I think I'm gonna die, sometime soon. It's not that I'm just depressed this time, either, some one pretty much told me I should.
I think I wanna go out dramatically. Maybe in a public place?
I need to figure out the access code to my uncle's safe, I know he has a gun in there, I've heard him talking about it.
I can almost feel the barrel against my head now, it feels good.