i think i just pissed her off.
we were talking about her life and how she's pretty much jerking these three girls around, and while i understand that she's tried to set boundaries and pretty much make this a "friends with benefits" thing, i also know her and that it's hard to keep it that way with someone like her.
which is what i just told her.
i also told her that i felt like it was a pretty unhealthy way to look for affection. and while i probably could've said it in a different manner, it was pretty much what i meant.
she was quiet for a minute, and then wrote, in a nutshell, "i'm ok with it. those are my rules. i know who i love and who i love to be around. if i like someone i'll date them, but i don't like many people and i don't make compromises. my life, my fun, my rules."
and then she signed off.
somehow i feel like a i hit a nerve somewhere.
and i'm definitely not going to apologize for what i said and if she can't handle it, whatever, i guess that's that.
i'm not saying that i don't care for her, but i'm tired of surrendering my integrity for the sake of nonconfrontation.