School's over. I feel GOOD. Finally.
Slept at 5 in the morning last night writing the god damn science report. And floated through my last exam. FYI, it's physics.
Summer break is finally in my grip, but all I have planned is summer school at a Catholic school... I didn't fail a course, just wanna get ahead. Yep i'm a nerd =)
So, does anyone have any more exciting summer plans to share? I bet you'll make me super jealous.
After I shared my excitement about summer, here comes the "I need advice" part. One of my friend told me that this grade 12 guy plans to ask her out. Now, I've never consciously admitted to myself that I like her, but when I heard that, I can't help but feel a tint of envy. Good thing is, she went on further to say that she wouldnt go out with him becuz he's congraduating next year, and there's really no point making this an one-summer-only thing. But this incidence has really rang a bell in my head. What if she did go out with a guy? Which is highly likely to happen considering she's been pursued by many. A combination of pretty and smart. Who can resist that =)
So the dilemma really is, I can either confess to her about my feelings towards her (did I mention she's bi?), risking the possibility of 1)rejection(she might just think of me as a friend), 2) undermining our well-distanced friendship; OR I can stay the way as it, and rationalize myself not to fall for her. I mean, it is kinda weird asking your close friend out, isnt it? Like she might feel bad for rejecting you even if she want nothing but be friend with you, and things get awkward between each other. Another friend of mine always tell me there's a line in frienship. If you cross that line, then the possibility of being in an intimate relationship with that person is nearly 0, meaning, you know each other too well. I think i havent crossed that line yet hopefully, I dont know her THAT well, but i'm having trouble deciding which side of the fence i wanna be on. So yeah, wanna help me out a little? =) Any advice is appreciated!