Icarus's picture

When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful

i'm tired of hearing my heart pound against this concrete shell, duct-taped and wired shut, sealed tight against those little smile and touches that wiggle past the cracks and do damage to an already bruised soul.

i'm tired of letting my hopes rise above my head, only to sink to my feet again, after one too many blows of unreasonable expectations.

i'm tired of smiling past the longing, congratulating and advising, all the while staying the shadows of silent wishes.

tired of looking for things that aren't there, like flashes of memory in the sunlight beams in your eyes.

i'm tired of waiting in a world that refuses to slow down even for a second.

tired of loving the lost causes and the broken spirits, when the only thing i get back is disaster and heartbreak.

i'm tired of being tired.


ferrets's picture


sounds like your a bit down on yourself right now

two guys are talking. one is straight, one is gay. the straight one says" is there anyway i can turn you straight?" the gay one responds" of course, ill go straight as long as you turn gay!"

lamb_da's picture


TT_TT *huggle*
too many people know this feeling far too well...

the world should a box of lucky charms. gays and christians stuck together on a hot summer's day :)

carmen143's picture

That first line sounds

That first line sounds familiar.
I think its from that song in Toy Story 2. That song makes me cry whenever I hear it.
Or maybe I'm just crazy and hearing things. Lol.
<3 FLAME ON! <3

AlwaysFallingDeeper's picture


I think you're right. I thought the same thing when I read that. Plus, I've watched Toy Story 2 way too many times. lol.

“Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.”

carmen143's picture

I know right?? Did you know

I know right?? Did you know they are coming out with a toy story 3??? I'm so excited!!
<3 FLAME ON! <3

Icarus's picture

yeah it's from toy story 2.

yeah it's from toy story 2. I <3 Jessie. :)

so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata

tenmilestilts's picture

i *love* that song but it

i *love* that song but it always makes me cry. :,(
Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!

carmen143's picture

Jessie was def the best new

Jessie was def the best new character. Bullseye was cool.
The funniset thing was Emperor Zurg and the new Buzz. Ha ha...
<3 FLAME ON! <3