BAM. Last night I learned some new chords on the acoustic, I can offically play the guitar. I went into downtown Annapolis with some friends and we walked around, actually, we tried to find the coolest ally ways. We found it. I brought my guitar and we all sat near the docks and just started playing while a few of us sang. It was cute. Then we drove back to the island and went to a closed off beach and sat by the water playing away while having a heart to heart about all our futures. I love the future but at the same time it scares me shitless. Especially the thought of college and going back to California. My safest bet is to go to San Diego, not Santa Cruz or San Fran. I'd probably end up in the wrong crowd, again.
I feel much better today about the whole addiction thing. Last night I ALMOST gave in. I looked in our fridge and saw a shit load of alcohol. I was going to take some and go downtown and spend my night among the drunks. Then M facebooked me about "applesauce". I swear to god she has to be using me. That's the sad truth.
I woke up at 12 grabbed my guitar and just sat there for an hour strumming away. I'm pretty sure that was my picture perfect wake up. Later in the day I sold a bracelt that I wore like once. It was silver and small so I only got 3 dollars, but cash is cash :) Fridays are nice.