Venting

AyeYoJaya's picture

Ever feel like almost nothings right? I mean my lifes not bad. I have everything i need. Food, shelter, i have a phone. an iPod, money, a job. My life doesnt sound soo bad. I know my life isnt bad. I'm just lonely. All of my friends are mainly ex's . I know its bad but i dont really go out. I'd rather stay home and have a long distance relationship than have to deal with the whole watching me break their heart thing. Phones are simple. Call, Its over, hang up.

Now theres Alexis. I love her dearly. All of her friends (mostly) are now mine. Everything i do makes me thing of alexis. I mean were not dating anymore but i just love her alot. AAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT. get it ? and i really dont know what to do anymore. She says she loves me but she doesnt want to hurt me again and all this shit.

I'm ok with us being friends but again. I'm freaking lonely. I just want some one to call that i know wants to see me and be with me and go to eat with me. Shit. and this damn girl wont give it to me.

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wheels148's picture

i know EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL

i know EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL in that regard pm me i will share my story...
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