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Icarus's picture

all the negative thoughts running through my head.

i'm exhausted.

i have an earache/possible ear infection that i can't afford to fix.

my throat hurts.

i'm getting sick.

i have no money left and I've possibly overdrawn my bank account.

i have no job.

i'm not going to school.

i have no car.

i'm depressed.

i'm overweight.

i'm ugly.

i'm single.

i'll never have a girlfriend.

i'll never make anything of myself.

my best friends are leaving for school in two days.

they get to spend their last days with their other friends.

i got to watch them pack and go to the store with them.

because their mother doesn't hate their other friends like she does me.

my friends' parents will always hate me.

everyone hates me.

the end.

Comments

carmen143's picture

Well.

I don't hate you. If that helps.
<3 FLAME ON! <3

will's picture

*hugs* I'm sorry about your

*hugs* I'm sorry about your earache, it sucks I know. I'm sure you are just in a bad mood, you can't hold all these false negative beliefs about yourself. Cheer up buddy, at least you'll always have us here to support ya!

Nothing is good or bad, but thinking makes it so.

tenmilestilts's picture

Well--not to be a bitch

Well--not to be a bitch about it, but like half of your complaints are things that *you can fix*! Just, take it one step at a time...I'd start with school/work. I know from your posts that you know how you got where you are and that you want to make things better, but you gotta make a move for the better. You can do it! =)
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!

Icarus's picture

you're not being a bitch....

i'm just being negative. :) but thanks for the encouragement, it always helps!

so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata

cantbreathe's picture

I'm assuming your picture is

I'm assuming your picture is of you.
If so, nix on:

Being overweight

Being ugly

Never having a girlfriend

Icarus's picture

oh saints preserve us, if

oh saints preserve us, if only that were me. that's monica bellucci.

so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata

Israfel's picture

Monica

Monica Bellucci...*drooool*
Anyway! Judging from the youtube vids you've put up before, you're hardly overweight (seriously, you haven't seen overweight till you've seen this one guy and his gf that live here...)
You sure as hell ain't ugly.
And even if someone was stupidly shallow enough to think that you are, your personality is great enough to blast their shallow ass out of the water. Silly, plenty of girls would give their right hand to be your girlfriend.
And I think I may have used up all my good vibes for the day on this comment, but still. Stay strong! You'll certainly find someone who's good enough for you :)

-- You like my helm? It's +5 sexterity. Like dexterity, but with 'sex' on the front... yeah...

cantbreathe's picture

*Holds up right hand* Like

*Holds up right hand* Like me, for example. Then again, I'm lefty, so I won't miss it much. Anybody got a chainsaw?