all the negative thoughts running through my head.
i have an earache/possible ear infection that i can't afford to fix.
my throat hurts.
i'm getting sick.
i have no money left and I've possibly overdrawn my bank account.
i have no job.
i'm not going to school.
i have no car.
i'll never have a girlfriend.
i'll never make anything of myself.
my best friends are leaving for school in two days.
they get to spend their last days with their other friends.
i got to watch them pack and go to the store with them.
because their mother doesn't hate their other friends like she does me.
my friends' parents will always hate me.
everyone hates me.