Covered in dust

ShowMeLove's picture

I moved 10 months ago and I've done more in the past 10 months than I probably did in the previous 4 years. I finished two job workshop thingys. I took a two month college program. I had the opportunity to work in a pet grooming place for a day and try that job out which was awesome. And I'm starting my prepatory college program in September. But in the process of moving hours away I lost my friends (although I still talk to them through messengers, ect) and I'm in the process of making new friends as I try to crawl my way out of the shell I call home. It's easy to slip back into my shy reclusive ways but you know if I could go back to the days when all me and my friends would do is play sports and go bike riding, go to the park, do silly things and just hang out I would love to do that.

The thing is in the college program I took a couple of months ago almost all of the people in that class were way older than me. I can't even relate to them. It's like what do you say "hey, wanna find a nanny and come over to my place and play some basketball??" lol. I just like to hang out. Nothing complicated just simple. Go to the movies or play a game. Orrr...something.

Oh, and I watched Rent today. It was....weird. I made it through and watched the whole thing but yeah the singing was a bit too much for me. But I did like some of the singing parts :)


carmen143's picture


Glad you semi enjoyed it. :)
And good luck on the search for friends.
Its good that you're coming outta you shell a little.
<3 FLAME ON! <3

will's picture

Friends will come

Friends will come eventually, sometimes at the most unexpected occasions. Best luck with your college programs!

Nothing is good or bad, but thinking makes it so.

ShowMeLove's picture


Thank you both :)

I agree that the friends and girlfriends/boyfriends usual come when you least expect them. So, I guess I should stop expecting them then, huh? lol.

Once upon a time I ripped the wings from my spine
But when I hide inside your eyes I still pretend that I can fly