I have almost lost the will to live...

Peregrine's picture

Just like I almost lost my bf... I was stupid and introduced bf and ps... Mat almost broke up with me... I feel so dead inside now. But I know I truely love him... sorry guys I don't feel too good anymore, I'm gonna go to sleep... night.

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Peregrine's picture

sorry for being so

sorry for being so depressed...

If its human to hurt, then why do i feel? I have been called an angel by many people, but i still feel as if I have been rent asunder by a white hot knife...

"I'm not the one who's so far away, when I feel the snake bite into my Veins! Never did I wanna be here again, and I don't remember why I came."

Anti-Asshole.'s picture

NO!

Don't be sorry. I think we all should understand. And people make mistakes. And if you really love him then can't you fix it? You need help just ask. I mean if he loves you back then I think he might listen to what you have to say right? It only human to have feelings and thoughts and you made a mistake. So what. Try to talk to him. And I'm sorry:( Hot knives do hurt.

TotalGeek42's picture

Nooonono

Don't you go losing the will to live. That's a -bad- thing. We want you alive. And don't apologize for your emotions, it's not your fault that happened to you.

*Hugs*
Feel better, though, yeah?

"Assets, what are our assets?"

"Well I've got a banana, and in a pinch you could put up some shelves..."

Icarus's picture

no! don't ever be sorry for

no! don't ever be sorry for saying how you really feel! that's what we're here for. don't worry, life has its dark moments, and you feel like you wanna quit and...

oh god i sound like a motivational speaker.

ok, life is shit sometimes. that's the case for everyone. and it's ok to feel sorry for yourself in those shitty times, just realize that you don't have to hold onto those feelings, just accept them and move on, no matter what happens. and know that we love you here and we always will.

*hugs x a million*

so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata

ShowMeLove's picture

I agree with everybody else

I'm not good at giving advice but honestly don't give in! We all go through crap from time to time and it does get tough but you know you can make it through. Just have a good sleep and forget about everything for the night. If in the morning you're still stressed about everything maybe try and remove yourself from the surroundings you're in right now. Go do something to take your mind off of it. Do something you love, something that makes you see that life is completely worth living. Because it is.

For me it's the smallest things that snap me back to reality and make me see the big picture. I know how easy it is to just sit there with the depressive, angry, frustrated thoughts and not want to do anything. I just want to simmer in them and I can find it very hard to get out of that state of mind but you've got to just try and do anything at all to get out of that train of thought.

And we are here for you! Never forget that.

Anti-Asshole.'s picture

also...

Don't feel trhat crummy. Worse things could have happenned right? Just eat ice cream. It always makes me feel better:)
And if not, throwing ice cream at people can make you laugh. Especially if its hard ice cream.