It came back. The feeling I used to get, before I cut. But I'll be damned if I listen to it again. That knot in my ribcage has been gone for four months now, and it's staying gone. Easy words to think, easier yet to type. But honestly, it scares me shitless. I know exactly why it's here. It's because I'm leaving my friends, my support system. That knowledge doesn't keep my fingers from shaking, though. No. I will go back to being happy. The happiness these last couple months has been really great, and I refuse to let it go.
Okay, emo rant over now. Time to listen to Anna Nalick and draw ponies.