Welcome to my journal. As a first post on Oasis I wanted to sort of introduce myself.
My name is Bailey, but most people know me as Bella, and not for the reason most of you will suspect. Having a friend from Brazil earned me the name Bella, since it was easier for her to say, apparently. lol. I am a month shy of turning 18, and I live in Hell, U.S.A. Most people know it as Arizona. If you live hear you know otherwise. Lucifer leaves here to go to Hades during the summer since it's cooler there. No joke.
Enough about that silly stuff! Well, I'm into a lot of things. I like all sorts of music, but I dislike most rap and a lot of R&B. I love J-rock and all sorts of foreign music, and techno and rave. I love it all. Ha ha. I'm an addict to the Lolita and Aristocrat fashions, and all things cutesy. I am learning to sew, so hopefully soon I'll have my own lolita to wear as I don't have a job to afford name brand like I'd like at the moment. But as cute as I like my clothes and as addicted to name brand as I am, I love the oddest games. Things like Fatal Frame, Silent hill, and the newest release of them is Left4Dead, which I actually liked before I knew a whole lot about the other two. I love horror flicks and games, just being scared in general. I'm weird like that, that it makes me feel more alive.
Also, I'm protective, naturally, but, I want to find someone to protect me, so that I can rest, you know? I get tired, so ofted, of being the strong one all the time.
I'm a writer, a dreamer, a lover, someone who, despite my realistic views, still believes in fairy tales. Some say I'm pessimistic, others call me optimistic, but I'm really neither. I'm a realist. And being a realist is often depressing, and so I seem like a pessimist. And other times I'm very bright and cheery. Yeah, obvious connotations. I don't know if I believe in God, sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. That's just a little of how I am.
I really...sort of lost my train of thought. A good movie came on [Ju-on 2]. And I became engrossed. I guess I really don't have much more to say. I'll make a real post tomorrow, I promise. I just wanted to say hi to everyone.