random journal entry

AoiYumi's picture

So my medical career has officially started this weekend! I have begun studying to be a nurses aide. Talk about starting from the bottom. I bought myself a stethoscope to commemorate the event. I have just learned how to properly use it. I now know how to do a proper Auscilation Sequence (posterior and anterior! Very sexy) and I know what normal lung sounds are. i am very proud of myself.

So Sue came to the city with me this weekend and we got a hotel room together for two nights. She made love to me on Friday and it was amazing. It was not "mind blowing" but it did not have to be. It was just wonderful being touched by her. She does not know how much she means to me because I won't tell her. She is still under probation. She doesn't know that I am monogomous with her and that I don't really look at anyone else either. We went to the gay club together. We danced together. But sometimes she gets awkward and distant so I give her space. So then I danced by myself in the middle of the massive crowd. If I were to have a theme song, it would be "dancing by myself" and I am content with that :) Some girls tried to do the bump and grind with me, so I danced tastefully with them. Hahaha!

So I danced by myself for awhile, and then I saw Sue making her way over to me. It was quite cute. She is such a nerd just like me :) So we danced a bit more until she got tired. Then she held my hand all the way back to the hotel. We got in and passed right out. When I literally sleep with her, she often asks me to cuddle up to her in the middle of the night. So I cuddle up and rest my head on her chest. It helps her sleep better.

I am not quite certain about her though. She will sometimes just talk about other women she talks with online sometimes and how they want to meet her. Or people from her past that she has slept with or found attractive etc. etc. It doesn't really bother me too much though. Well, it does but then I decide not to let it get to me. As for me, I jsut tell her that no one really catches my eye. Not that my eggs are all in one basket. They are not really in any basket.

My first priority is me and my career, then my patients and family, and then friends and romantic partners. To be honest I think she is trying to see if I will get jealous when she talks about other people. I dont let it get to me. Instead I enocourage her or let her know when she is getting checked out by other women. I am happy as long as she comes home with me when she is spending time with me. Who she runs off with on her own time is her business. But to be honest, I trust her not to do so. And if I am wrong oh well. She is missing out.


carmen143's picture

Awesome about the stethoscope.

Thats cool.
And good luck with being a nurses aid!
<3 FLAME ON! <3

Abelle's picture

Aw, congradulations! :) "No,

Aw, congradulations! :)

"No, I didn't trip. I was just testing gravity. (It still works)"
"It doesn't matter what you do in the bedroom as long as you don't do it in the street and frighten the horses."