You can be timeless and I'll be shameless.

Human101's picture

I love the feeling of not being attracted to anyone. You know, the one where you feel so free and independent? I'm there now, and I think I like it.

I mean sure, I'd like to have someone to give my time to, but at the same time I'm glad I won't have to worry about wasting it again. I have this amazing idea though. I started this actual writing journal where I write my poems and lyrics and I draw random things. I think when I find someone I really like I'm going to give it to them. I guess that will be my way of exposing myself? If that makes sense. That journal means the world to me right now and I think that might be kinda romantic, in a way.

I do in a way kind of like someone but I can never hold strong feelings for anyone anymore, plus that someone is there and I'm here. It's kind of depressing. I'm hoping my ability to "like" people will change as I grow, I really really hope they do. Ugh.

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will's picture

I

totally get that feeling. Damn, having someone that I can't be with constantly on my mind is so frustrating and distracting as well. Wish I can be where you are. And the journaling idea is fantastic, keep it up =)

Nothing is good or bad, but thinking makes it so.