So, what do you do if you get really nervous around people? You know, like, girls you kinda like? I'm finding it kind of hard to concentrate in class because I'm so in my head all the time. I'm constantly thinking about things and then this girl enters the room, and this is a bad crush one I shouldn't have but can't help it, and I get all stuck and thinking this is bad, stop thinking about her! And of course I don't think liking girls is a bad thing....just liking a woman who happens to be a teacher is. Or well, she's really more of a helper sort of thing. Errr.....I hate this "liking" thing I've got going on. I honestly wish it would fade and move on because I feel extremely awkward around her now. I feel like she can see right through me or something. lol, this is so stupid.
She was a helper in Computers last year and I knew something with me was sorta going on because I was a little awkward around her then but I only saw her once a week then. Now I see her almost every day. And plus I had a dream about her last weekend where we were flirting.
It's funny to look back to when I was younger cause I know girls used to say they felt awkward or nervous around guys. And I never got that, I was never nervous around guys, they were just my friends but now I get it. I'm just UBER nervous around girls. And it sucks....lol.
So, any advice on what to do to be less nervous/awkward/weird?
Oh, and my other crush, the one from last year, Maria, she's not around much. I guess she's working a lot and doesn't have time for class. I did talk to her, in class, a couple of weeks ago though and helped her. She smiled and thanked me. I preceded to melt. :D