Lately I've been feelings kind of blah.
I don't know why really.
I come home, do my homework, workout, and sleep.
That's my life.
I dislike routines and my life seems like on big routine at the moment.
Also, for the first time in my life I really want a significant other. Like I kind of want to put my feelings into caring for someone else instead of them just sitting inside dying ya know?
There's attractive girls in my school, a lot of them actually, but I just don't have that emotional attraction to them.
It's kind of sad that I want to like someone.
Plus I'm kind of worrying about money at the moment. I'm going on a road trip with four of my good friends this summer to Indiana to check out this one college and I have no idea how much money I'll need in order to make it there and back. Some kid said a 1,000 dollars? Gas and room will be split between four people and none of us eat a ridiculous amount so I think we'll be okay off of 400-500 each. I mean for like 4-5 days of college cruising and the drive there and back. I think that's a reasonable amount.