Only in my dreams

ShowMeLove's picture

Last night's dream had Crush # 2 in it. Also my mom was having an affair. lol, back to the crush. After all the silly stuff about my mom, it was my birthday and my parents had this table of stuff all set up with, what I'm going to call, birthday crap. Then sometime later C#2 came over to wish me a happy birthday and so we were alone in my room and she handed me a bag of worn Hoodies. Now I have NO clue what these hoodies represent but I felt like they represented something, I can't really explain it. And why were they used/worn? Then she got up and said she had something else for me. She walked over to this CD player popped in a CD and all these peole came over and she sang (or maybe lip synced) a Joan Jett song. Wtf? And the people that were with her acted out this story to the song. A gay one I might add. There were some boys kissing/making out and I think there were some girls kissing too. The funny thing is that my parents were there at the time watching this and had no problem whatsoever with it.

Anyways, it made me feel good. She was sorta different in the dream and I could tell that she liked me. It was just a really cute and weird dream.


kuu2's picture


dreams r mega enjoyable.

Life is easily complicated.

ShowMeLove's picture


They are so much fun :D

Once upon a time I ripped the wings from my spine
But when I hide inside your eyes I still pretend that I can fly

lamb_da's picture

may i analyze?

the hoddie maybe represents your friendship with her? or maybe it's what she thinks represents her heart? that would be cute :p
um...the part where your parents are there for the story thing...maybe they're ok being gay? idk :p

That's so straight. No, seriously.

ShowMeLove's picture

Go right ahead

I like your reasoning for the hoodie. That would be very very cute if it were true :)

My parents don't know that I'm gay...yet. But I think they'll be fairly accepting when they find out. My dad should be anyways. My mom SHOULD know that I'm gay by now, but she's probably in denile/confusion. haha.