Recklessly Desperate

will's picture

I had a shitty day (as imagined) and I'm just gonna share that. Yeah, sounds like a lot fun isn't it?

Given that I only slept for 3 hours...
Period 1: Probability test. I think I had food poisoning cuz my stomach was fighting for attention throughout the test, and "WASHROOM" was written all over the test paper. I'd be surprised if I did well.

Period 2: Politics presentation. I have a stomachache and they want me to talk in front of everyone for 30 minutes? WTF!?! (I can't just sign out and go home cuz I can't afford to miss a test.)

Period 3: Getting my math test back. Me and my friend had a bet, whoever get the higher mark has to give the other person chocolate for compensation. Well, guess what... I got the chocolate! Don't know if I should be happy or sad now...

Does anyone make gazillion stupid math mistakes on tests like I do? Ar... I can bitch a whole day about it...

Period 4: Economics test. Again. At this point. I really don't care if the answers are correct or not. I just wanna get it over with.

No one really listens anymore. Even if they listened, they wouldn't have understood, and even if they understood, they don't really care because they have their own shits to deal with.

Who the hell am I anyways?

I feel like I have nothing to give anymore, but everyone demands SOMETHING from me.

All I've gotten left is a hollow shell. Take it.

So I was thinking... Wouldn't it be wonderful if I can formulate an function for life. You plug in x, and you get y. Wouldn't life be so much simpler then =)

But no, it has to be an unsolvable equation that has variables x, y, z, k, j, a, o, p, t ... ...


fox333's picture

That would be wonderful if

That would be wonderful if you were good at math, but for me it would be like.... ok plug in x and ..... get neener neener.
But I hope that you feel better soon! *hugs*

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Aww.. well, life inevitably

Aww.. well, life inevitably throws you twists and turns, but you'll make it. =] You just have to hang on for the ride.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

will's picture


Thanks a lot for the reassurance, l.enigma and fox! I feel much better today. Hey afterall, I'm supposed to be the optimist person =D

Nothing is good or bad, but thinking makes it so.

Nanook's picture

Wait... You mean the

Wait... You mean the equation to life has variables in it?

I always thought it was 42...

Merric's picture


But I know what you mean, Will. There are too many random variables. Logic can never fully describe life.

will's picture

You are right!

And it's a good and bad thing.

Nothing is good or bad, but thinking makes it so.

Nanook's picture

But by logic, you arrived at

But by logic, you arrived at the conclusion that logic can never fully describe life. So isn't that therefore logically flawed?

will's picture


This only proved that life is contradictory.

Nothing is good or bad, but thinking makes it so.

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