Just an addidtion to the earlier journal, not sure if anyone would notice a simple edit.
I'm allowed to be scared of the withdrawls right?
Cause I am.
withdrawals are a nasty-ass monster and you are perfectly within your right to be scared. just remember that a.) they don't kill you and b.) they have stuff that can help you through them.
so for those of you falling in love
keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right
throw yourself in the midst of danger
and keep one eye open at night.
--"Elephants" Rachel Yamagata
True enough true enough, but I know at the time I'll fieel like they WILL kill me.
And I'm not getting patches or gum, I'm off nicotine, cold-turkey, even if it does kill me.
It helps that my dad promised me that if I smoke again he'll force me to eat a steak.
Poor moo-cows! :'C
Destino! Mi Arrendo! Al tuo dominio del tempo!
Of course you're allowed to be scared. Abso-friggin-lutley. Wow, you went off nicotine cold turkey? From what I know of the cold turkey method, you are very brave.
Are you a vegitarian? If so, then I can understand how eating a steak would be traumatic for you. I'm rooting for you!
Vegetarian is an understatement, mate.
I would be vegan if my parents would let me, and every time I have to eat animal products I wanna cry cause I feel like I'm stealing, and sometimes I go off and actually secretly cry.
awww thats so sweet *Hug*