For the first time in a long time...

Tophat's picture

I've given up on someone.

I tend not to think of people as being hopeless, whatever their beliefs about themselves may be... But I'm only human.

I wish I could be like some of you, who are patient, and can deal with these things. But I can't do it. I can't handle this.

I try to help someone, and they push me away constantly. They don't listen to me... When they know I'm right.

I can only take so much of this. Goddamnit, Shelby, I'm only human.

So I'm done. I've cut myself off from you, something I promised myself i'd never do to someone.

I feel like shit, but you don't care either way, do you?

Your Aesthetic Beauty doesn't apply to your Mental and Emotional traits. Sorry, Shelby, but I'm done. I'm done.

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swimmerguy's picture

Is this because of her inherent self loathing?

I admit that I don't like it either, but I can usually make here feel better, which makes me not get so annoyed at her inability to accept she's NOT the worst person in the world. She's not hopeless.

If you're going through hell, keep going. ~Winston Churchill