I miss Sexual Relations

AoiYumi's picture

I saw my ex, Sarah (now James), today. I forgot how well we talked and got along. I left her a year ago. I was unhappy in our relationship. I left her for a young woman named Kara. It was not wise of me to leave one woman for another because it only caused a lot of pain in the end. And now I realize that I amy of used Kara to some extent...

I miss having sex. Sarah, was a incredible lover. She could always satisfy me. We became attuned to each others bodies very quickly. I have not had a lover like her in my life. Although I had one lover that received very well. I could pretty much do anything to her. But, she wasn't so good at giving. But I do miss being able to bend her over any surface and fucking her in every hole all at once. Anal was so awesome to give. I love making women cum.

I am single still. I do not want to be in a relationship, but I miss being physical with women. I find myself being offered a lot of relationships, but I don't take them. Nor do I take offers for sex because, often, those offers are followed by a offer for a relationship. All I want is a friend with benefits... But I'm such a sucker for a woman that needs to be rescued.

So I am planning to join the Canadian Armed Forces. I want to become a doctor, but I am not rich. So I will ask the government to pay for me in and in return I'll be a medic. I think it would be exciting picking up wounded soldiers from the front lines. I have done a lot of research into the matter, and I will basically be trained like infantry at first, and then I will be trained to be a medic. I'll get a gun to protect my patients and myself. And that sounds just as intense as I am.

Anyway, my roomie needs to use the computer. Oh yeah, I've moved out since I've last written.


Uncertain's picture

It sounds like you really

It sounds like you really know yourself and what you want. All the best for the army and your studies. I love how honest this is.

taste the rainbow's picture

I would be your friend with

I would be your friend with benefits...

I'm not even kidding. A friend with benefits would be totally awesome right now =)

AoiYumi's picture


umm... im from edmonton

taste the rainbow's picture

winnipeg.... hmm... guess

winnipeg.... hmm... guess that's pretty far!!