my day

in rainbows's picture

sucked. i got my phone taken away. and i have no idea when im getting it back. this normally wouldnt bother me, but since i cannot function and am an emotional wreck without hearing my girl's voice for a long period of time, it bugs me alot. ive felt like crying all day. around lunch, i started feeling sick to my stomach cause i knew i had no way of contacting christina. on my way home i almost got hit by a car ( my response to this was "what the fuck!"). when i got home i realized that she had no clue what was going on, and i couldnt call her or anything. so i broke down crying. like when a little kid gets into what seems like alot of trouble. i was sobbing. i was making noises, which i only do when im crying hysterically. 2 minutes later she signs onto skype and i start crying even more, i dont know why. i feel like shit. i feel going to to bed and just crying until i cant cry anymore. im not gonna be able to sleep, not without her.

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FreedomUniversal's picture

Hang in there!

I am sorry to hear you had such a terrible day, but remember tomorrow is a fresh start. Try to wake in the morning with a fresh view and proclaim that today will be a better day!

Best of luck to you!

Chelsea

www.freedomuniversal.webs.com/

jeff's picture

Umm...

She signs onto Skype?!

As in the program where you could both be talking with one click?

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"People who are happy are slugs... They do not move the human race forward."
-- Camille Paglia, on Oasis

in rainbows's picture

*headdesk*

O_O gosh jeff. e_e lol. yes

"why, does she have a penis?" -Datarock
(cause im geeky like that XD)