So on Halloween I went to the Netherworld Haunted House with my friend A and my brother. We had to wait in line outside for over an hour. But it was sooo worth it. Netherworld is effing scary, freaky, and somewhat bizarre. The costumes the people wore were unreal, some were really good. I screamed so much in the house I made myself hoarse. And A gripped my hand so tight and yanked my arm several times, which felt like she was breaking my wrist.
Before Netherworld A came over. I was happy to see her, haven't seen her in several months. We hung out on our trampoline out back for a little over an hour. We jumped a little and then just layed on beach towels and talked. Gay marriage and coming out came up. Gulp. I came 'this' close to telling her. I wonder if she wonders now after that conversation. I'll revisit telling her over Thanksgiving break when we hang out again. Basically she is accepting of 'Gays' but is stereotypically apprehensive of lesbians and bisexual girls because she is a girl. I encouraged her to be more open minded and less assuming. I mean I'm still confused as to my 'label' but I'm not attracted to her at all. Arrghh, this is frustrating.
I signed up for NaNoWriMo! Whoohoo! I wanted to do it, then forgot about it and signed up a day late. I barely have a start. But I'll catch up. I must be crazy though. Signing up for NaNo this month? When I have college apps to get serious about, when I'm studying for the ACT, when I'm looking for a job, when I'm just dealing with school and life craziness in general? Yeah I'm crazy, it's the only explanation.
So I may not be on here much this month. (Hence the long entry) I'll pop in when I can. You know I miss people on here. Like JacJessen! Where are you? And Will! I miss my buddies! =) Get your butts back here!
I need to go sleep now. My last Darkroom Photography class is tomorrow morning, or THIS morning I should say. Huhhhh...I need normal sleep. Night Oasis.