Words are hard too.
I don't know what to do about T. (I hope he doesn't read this.)
Or anything really. -.-
We're supposed to have a proper in depth-discussion about stuff over the phone.
I just don't know what to say.
Do I break up with him now? He says he doesn't want to lose me.
But he wouldn't want me if I were a girl.
Do I leave him, do I stay with him, do I put us on hiatus?
I just don't know.
If I put us on hiatus or break up with him, what if I figure out that I'm Juffered (my new term for GQ) or a man and want him back?
If I stay with him and I'm a girl, he'll leave me anyway.
Damnit! I don't know what to do, and I'm emotional and woozy from the migraine pills!!!
I hate pills....