I feel sick to my stomach

ShowMeLove's picture

I'm so messed up right now because my dad is mad at my sisters. One of them because she's putting all this stress on him and the other because she didn't send him a card on his Birthday last August. It was his 60th. Now I'm worried that she told me to wish him a happy b-day and I just forgot. Because I know I did that for Fathers Day (YES, I know bad on me!). I forgot because there was so much going on at the time. She told me via Facebook (I hate you FB, btw). I checked my messages and the Fathers day one is still there along with a few others, but there isn't one mentioning his b-day. So, I hope I didn't delete it or something. I hope that she never sent me anything. Oh, God I wish people would stop making me the messenger...I'm no good at it!

I was feeling really good earlier today, seeing as it's Friday and all. But now I feel like shit. I'm anxious, worried, and really stressed.

That one little phone call has officially ruined my weekend. Cheer me up anyone?

Also I'm afraid that if my sisters come up here for Christmas shit will start up and my sister will tell my dad that I told her, in the summer, that I was mad about him spending money on liquor. I am so screwed!

I really hate this.


jeff's picture


I don't think secondhand Facebook messages count anyway, so you're off the hook. Is her phone broken?

"People who are happy are slugs... They do not move the human race forward."
-- Camille Paglia, on Oasis

ShowMeLove's picture


Hopefully they don't, but my dad takes offence to everything. So, he'll probably hate me based on the fact that I talked behind his back. *sigh*.

Oh, and my sister's phone is fine, but she usually isn't home till late so she doesn't bother calling when she knows our dad will probably already be in bed....so, she bothers me instead by making me the messenger. *double sigh*