My fingers are throbbing. and a poem!

Dracofangxxx's picture

Valdez would be proud of me.

WHOO I am practicing vibrato and single-string octave scales XD I'm not quite sure for any official name for that o.o;; But yeah, so my fingers hurt from playing waaaaay up on my A string. Over and over. I have to get it right...! Must. Be. Awesome. Viola. Player!
Maybe I'm overdoing it a little, but it's important to me. I love viola, it makes me happy X3
And my love makes me happy too <3 But I've not been a good girlfriend...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry my dear, for making you mad
I was simply feeling just a little bit sad
As if maybe I am not the one
That makes you laugh and have some fun
I'm just a little boring, I'm afraid.
A bit imperfect, a bit mis-made
A slight depressed, a tad upset
Angry, crazy, insane, and yet
I am honest and loving, oh it is true
That I am... the one who loves you

Somehow, dear, we'll make it work
I'll try not to be such a jerk
I wish I could say we'll last forever
But promises have not been a pleasure
He made me hurt, so very bad
And gone of him I am so glad
I have you now, I have you here
I wish that I could hold you near
Tell you how you make me feel
A feeling I just can't conceal!

Butterflies are in my belly
When you speak I feel like jelly
Off-balance and almost high
You make me feel like I can fly
Beautiful; you always say;
That I am perfect in every way
It may, to me, feel like a lie
Like a snowstorm in July
I love to hear what you have to say
Please, oh please, I beg you to stay

I may not be so trusting now
But some day I'll give my vow
To love you forever and ever when
I feel that my heart can trust again
Please don't feel that I will leave
My advice is just believe-
That I will love, and I will stay
Because I'll love you every day
If you're so worried, learn to pray
But I shall love you anyway

Please forgive me...


swimmerguy's picture

Overdoing it?

Come ON! Look at me and swimming's love affair. I swim like, what, 2 hours a day, plus dryland excercises? It is a great thing to devote yourself to a goal, then to want it bad enough, then to achieve it through your own hard work.
I can't say I'm into viola, (or violin) THAT much though. Come on, I have time for one obession.

"I bust mine so I can kick yours" ~ design on a swimming t-shirt

Dracofangxxx's picture

haha thanks chad, i feel a

haha thanks chad, i feel a bit better now for being obsessed ;D
and you're awesome at swimming, so it's totally worth it, right?
Sometimes I like to sit at night and stare at the lamppost because it's the brightest thing in my life...

Riku's picture

Heh, reminds me of when I

Heh, reminds me of when I started playing guitar, it hurt so much, but it was a good pain. XD

I play it a lot now, like, way much. I love the thing. So I get the obsession. There's nothing wrong with that though, playing it a lot is only going to make you better, and it's better than wasting your time with World of Warcraft or something. XD

And aww, your poem is really sweet.

Dracofangxxx's picture

thank you so much :) it's

thank you so much :) it's good to see that i'm not... crazy XD haha. and yeah, sometimes i just feel like writin' :3
Sometimes I like to sit at night and stare at the lamppost because it's the brightest thing in my life...

Tophat's picture


I wasn't mad at you!

No need to worry, mon fleur.... I adore you.


I love you.