I've decided that I'm going to use my male and female names interchangeably from here on out. Hedwig being my female name, and my male name remaining undisclosed due to my raging paranoia.
I'm using them interchangeably because I don't think that I should keep myself constricted to one gender. I'm going to continue to view myself as neither gender, and I will expand upon this subject presently.
I'm thinking of creating my own little gender for myself... I call it Felo. It's basically a homonym with fellow, and unrelated to fellatio, you perverted creatures.
I'm an unusual person, I suppose, but hey, society will learn to deal with it. And if they don't, when has that stopped me before?