Have You

Uncertain's picture

Have you ever

- Felt like you gave a bit too much
- When you just wished someone could come and fix you
- But you didn't really want to be fixed anyway
- At least not by anyone
- It had to be someone, someone special
- And meantime you'll eat lots of chocolate, maybe even too much chocolate.
- Listen to leona lewis
- Order a second cup of coffee
- Wear a bit too much makeup
- Spend a bit too much money
- Fantasise about a warm embrace
- Get angry at yourself for picturing your ex
- Get frustrated at all the people who like you, who you don't like
- Then be nice to everyone except them, and break their heart
- Or at least, picture it in your head, toy with the idea a little bit
- Have a drink or two
- Wondering why the world is moving so fast, spinning so fast
- Then wondered why clowns were funny
- Wanting to light something on fire
- Wanting to walk alone in the middle of night
- Just you, away, away, off to somewhere, somewhere you have never been
- So you won't be back here again

Have you?

Comments

niks121997's picture

Quite a few

Especially the last three. I really liked the style of your post by the way though I can't clearly articulate why. You doing ok?

swimmerguy's picture

I think I have...

Done a few, not very much, but the one that gets me is the picturing a warm embrace...

"I bust mine so I can kick yours" ~ design on a swimming t-shirt

TotalGeek42's picture

I've definitely done a few

I've definitely done a few of those... I've done the one with the people that like me that I don't like back... the sad part is only one of them is a guy, and I have a very strong preference for guys...

But then I feel bad for getting mad at them.. it's not their fault they like me, and it's not my fault I don't like them..

"Assets, assets..."

"Well I've got a banana, and in a pinch you could put up some shelves..."

"Dreaming that someone unknown has died means that either you've been watching too much CSI..." - 5thstory

tenmilestilts's picture

yes...

to most of those. *hug* especially the first few and the last few.
actually, as far as the urge to light something on fire goes, i've found that candles really help. light a candle or a few and turn out the lights and just let the flame hypnotize you. it's oddly calming. *half-smile*
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!

typicalmusician's picture

I saw your post more like a

I saw your post more like a string of things expressing one set of feelings (since I do that too). And it's a set of feelings I'm very familiar with.

<3

-KBO-

lamb_da's picture

this feels like a poem, and

this feels like a poem, and i, the self-proclaimed poet, like it...<3 *hug*
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Uncertain's picture

Hey everyone, I'm okay -

Hey everyone, I'm okay - just time when memories sort of jump at me from around the corner. You guys are great

applemacd's picture

Excellent post

The topic which you chosen for discussion is really very good....Thanks.
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