Well, nothing astounding has occurred in my life, if it's any consolation.
Basically, I've just been going to class, and laying low. Everyone else has drama, except for me. It's weird. The relationship between Christina (my brother's fiance) and my parents is still strained, by it's no longer a source of anguish for either party. Both sides have just became indifferent to each other. Well, not really indifferent - they've just become resigned from the situation all together. THANK FUCKING GOD. I was getting tired of hearing everyone bitching.
And now that a year's passed since my grandparent's and my dog's death, that source of drama is gone. My parent's still dislike my uncle, but I'd rather not get into it. It's boring, frustrating and quite frankly, fucking annoying.
I'm still hung up on Andy. I occasionally catch myself day dreaming and it makes me angry. He rejected me, so can't I just reject him now?
Then, he talked about being friends and how that was important to me. What a fucking hypocrite. That was such bullshit - whenever he and I talk, it's always with reservations on his side. He's so freaking awkward in conversation now.
But alas, what could I expect? His motive for breaking up was obscured so as to not "hurt" me (it actually did end up hurting me), so wouldn't it make sense that he would say he wanted "to be" friends, so he wasn't being the bad guy? Cause that's what he was after - not being the bad guy so he wouldn't feel douchey for breaking a kiddo's heart.
Don't you just love when that happens? I just love it when people to be selfless, and it just turns out that they're being selfish. Wooh!
And that's what my life amounts to at the moment - being hung up about Andy still, and being annoyed by my parent's beef with my uncle.
I promise next entry will be a little more chipper.