Coming off of my manic lows is so peaceful.
It's like my worries, anger, sorrow... have all drifted away to a better place for them to be. Not inside of me.
Ahh... I'll just watch a movie, eat, and listen to music. Then go work on a project at my friend's house. And just relaaaax today.
I think I'm back to the happy :)
that was made while I tried to pry off a key to get the piece of rice out from underneath it. Pretty, no?
Let's see... I love my life. Very much. It's... full of things I am thankful for. I have food, a warm house, family, and even more. I have luxuries! I'm living a comfortable, lovely life. With a kitty and a dog :3
Who could ask for more? Me, not too long ago. I was selfish. I could say that I still am, just hiding beneath the skin... But no more do I act on it. I try not to, anyways. I can't be perfect. I'm far from it.
I'm especially thankful for the boy who's utterly in love with me, even if I'm not so in love with him as well. I am, but... It feels wrong sometimes, and I know that's normal. I am very happy to know that I am still viewed as important, as precious even, to some people. I have people who love me and care about me. To some... I'm the most important girl in thier lives. I'm especially thankful for people that think I'm THAT great. I'm blessed, blessed in life for how easy and wonderful it is. I have barely anything to bother me.
So here is where I part from you. Happy, smiling, and feeling good about life. <3