Mostly because I think I slept on it, and formed it overnight. And then kept in mood pretty well. Hm... I know my meter's off, but rhyme-wise I did pretty good.
Alright, I suppose I should name it.
Break the Silence:
You're the one who started this fight-
I honestly had believed that you were right
I tried my hardest to be nice
But my hardest won't suffice-
I find my anger for you strong
No matter what, I'm always wrong
I'm pushed up to the edge, you see
Anger and sadness make up me
I'm a half and half remorseful soul
My happiness has taken it's toll
I can't be around you anymore
It's not like I could before...
You tortured me so, inside and out
My love for you I find I doubt
I want to hate, I want to hurt
To me you're worth no more than dirt
I wish I could just run away
And never see the light of day
You make me feel as if I must
Kill myself to gain your trust
I lost it all, I know that fact
But there's no way I want it back
I want escape from my memories
Of all the times I tried to please
The one who I had called my love
My starlit angel from above
I see now you were just a lie
All you want is for me to die
Should I oblige your simple request?
Or live my life of complete unrest?
I cannot eat, I cannot see
In a room with you and her I cannot be
I want attention, yes it's true
But yesterday was not that issue
I had to run, to live my life
Without you causing me more strife
I find beneath that broken sky
Lives a life that's just a lie
I found there's more if I sit
And just wait to think a bit
To run away is a great delight
I felt like an eagle during flight
No more worries, no more people
My own life where I am youthful
You couldn't possibly understand
The pain that you make me withstand
I remember the times I kissed your face
The most handsome in the human race
I remember fondly all the times
I wrote you poems full of rhymes
As bad as they were, I did it for
The boy who always wanted more
Maybe I just wanted you to know
The feelings that I cannot show...
The ones you felt so long ago...
Are still there, and they grow
I wish they didn't.