Some douches...

mazingmatthew's picture

Don't you just LOVE it when you get called a fag? I know I do.
Pretty much today has just sucked. I have so much review homework because of finals. Like 100 math problems do tomorrow and 6 pages of history and 6 pages of science. So i'm irked about that and then Drama was horrible today because my scene partner isn't trying and says every line with the same emotion. Then i go to 4th period where this asshole calls me a fag, twice. Then he calls my friend a fag just because my friend has a lisp.
Yay for ranting. Sorry about that.

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carmen143's picture

Sometimes...

You have to rant.

I feel you on the homework situation. I'm drowning in my own pool of assignments. =/

Best of luck on your homework situation.

<3 FLAME ON! <3

Dont-Hate-Me's picture

Haha, been there.

I HATED freshman year! I just came out so i'm also getting the whole "fag" thing...meh...i'll just have to bite my lip and get used to it i suppose. And the previous commenter has a point. It's good to rant, relieves stress, making you think clearer. Keeping you from running off and popping that guy who called you a faggot in the head.

mazingmatthew's picture

The thing is that

The thing is that i've been out for almost 2 years now. So i haven't gotten that in awhile and my school is supposedly very liberal and it's not like it isn't obvious i'm gay. It's not like they were just calling me a fag cause they joke around with people like that (which he does). But he knows i'm gay i'm kind of a flamer.
It was just kind of the last straw since i had already had a horrible day.

ferrets's picture

hmmmm

those are the ppl that i iwsh i could get alone, just to show tem how much a "fag" can hurt them...

if your ever super sad, just rember, you could have been a blowjob.

mazingmatthew's picture

It was just

It was just kind of the final straw for me today. Life sucks sometimes..

fox333's picture

Awww *HUGS* I just think

Awww *HUGS* I just think about mean people when I punch bob.
Maybe you should find a bob and punch him. *NOTE DO NOT PUNCH PEOPLE. PLEASE*

A man is educated and turned out to work. But a woman is educated and turned out to grass.
Pearl S. Buck

swimmerguy's picture

Awwwwwww

I get some of this too. We all do. The only thing you can do is just show them (or just pretend) that you are PROUD to be a fag.

"Words are useless, especially sentences. They don't stand for anything. How can they explain how I feel?"~Madonna, Bedtime Story

mazingmatthew's picture

Normally

Normally I would have, but it was just kind of like the last straw since i was having a horrible day already. So it kind of really hurt.

I want nothing in this world but myself to protect me, but I won't lie down, roll over and die.All I have to do is to forget how much I love him All I have to do is put my longing to one side; passion would have cooled and all the magic would have died. A

swimmerguy's picture

Believe me, I understand

The main reason that I have not come out to my parents yet is because I simply don't think I have the energy to deal with a worst case scenario, that I'll just have a breakdown. I exhaust myself with swimming and generally not having time enough to do all the tasks that the day requires of me.

"Words are useless, especially sentences. They don't stand for anything. How can they explain how I feel?"~Madonna, Bedtime Story

mazingmatthew's picture

Yeah, i'm lucky because my

Yeah, i'm lucky because my parents are very liberal. But it's hard.

All I have to do is to forget how much I love him. All I have to do is put my longing to one side; passion would have cooled and all the magic would have died.

Wolfcry's picture

You want me to hurt them?

You want me to hurt them? People stopped calling me fag and stuff a LONG time ago(partly cuz its common knowledge that the last person to do that to me was nearly killed by suffocation). You want me to hurt them? I can MAKE them leave you alone. Just say the word!

"Please hear what I'm not saying. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I tell you everything thats really nothing, and nothing of whats everything, of whats crying within me." - Mask

mazingmatthew's picture

Sure

That would be really awesome. Too bad we live far away.

I want nothing in this world but myself to protect me, but I won't lie down, roll over and die.All I have to do is to forget how much I love him All I have to do is put my longing to one side; passion would have cooled and all the magic would have died. A

Wolfcry's picture

Yeah... *hugs* how's that as

Yeah... *hugs* how's that as a hold over?

"Please hear what I'm not saying. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I tell you everything thats really nothing, and nothing of whats everything, of whats crying within me." - Mask

mazingmatthew's picture

That's

That's good =)

I want nothing in this world but myself to protect me, but I won't lie down, roll over and die.All I have to do is to forget how much I love him All I have to do is put my longing to one side; passion would have cooled and all the magic would have died. A