Well, I must admit that I've become infatuated with Chad in the silliest way. So silly, in fact, that I actually started singing "Close To You". Yes, that silly.
I miss talking to you more often, Chad... I really do. I love you. And in more ways that mere infatuation, you know that.
I can't help it, really, I just remember you and my heart does a backflip and I get this strange, warm feeling. I really, really love you, and I miss you so much.
If you can, could you please come onto Gmail tonight? If not, it's all good, just thought I'd ask.
Anywho, back to what I was saying...
I'm sorry that you can't find a boy that can be near you. And I'm sorry I can't. There's some cruel irony in this world, eh?
But hey, what can I do? I'm an idealist but I'm very cynical. And when it comes to love, I'm mostly idealistic.
I love you, Chad.