Why do birds suddenly appear? (A letter to Chad, mainly.) (Vaguely embarassing.)

Tophat's picture

Well, I must admit that I've become infatuated with Chad in the silliest way. So silly, in fact, that I actually started singing "Close To You". Yes, that silly.

I miss talking to you more often, Chad... I really do. I love you. And in more ways that mere infatuation, you know that.

I can't help it, really, I just remember you and my heart does a backflip and I get this strange, warm feeling. I really, really love you, and I miss you so much.

If you can, could you please come onto Gmail tonight? If not, it's all good, just thought I'd ask.

Anywho, back to what I was saying...

I'm sorry that you can't find a boy that can be near you. And I'm sorry I can't. There's some cruel irony in this world, eh?

But hey, what can I do? I'm an idealist but I'm very cynical. And when it comes to love, I'm mostly idealistic.

I love you, Chad.

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Wolfcry's picture

:) glad to see that either I

:) glad to see that either I rubbed off on you somewhere along the line, or you are decideing to love the world by making someone else your world. And you sound a lot like me and Matt... its so cute!

"Please hear what I'm not saying. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I tell you everything thats really nothing, and nothing of whats everything, of whats crying within me." - Mask

elph's picture

And very much like me...

...in another lifetime :-(

But, cute doesn't do justice.

btw... when I was a kid, whenever we said "cute", it was commonly explained (by peers) that "cute" meant "bow legged." Where in the world did that come from???

swimmerguy's picture

Awwwwww...

I'll try to talk after school. Swimming, which I am becoming increasingly obsessed with, takes 4:30-7:30 away, which is 7:30-10:30 for you. Our time zones don't work out well.

"Words are useless, especially sentences. They don't stand for anything. How can they explain how I feel?"~Madonna, Bedtime Story

Dracofangxxx's picture

Erm. I'll be on at seven too

Erm.
I'll be on at seven too D:
...Don't forget the Shelbyyyyy T___T
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Sometimes I like to sit at night and stare at the lamppost because it's the brightest thing in my life...

Wolfcry's picture

I luz mah Shelbedy! *glomps*

I luz mah Shelbedy! *glomps* MAH SHELBEDY! XD She ish mah shishter!

"Please hear what I'm not saying. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I tell you everything thats really nothing, and nothing of whats everything, of whats crying within me." - Mask

Dracofangxxx's picture

awww I luzzz you toooo :3 XD

awww I luzzz you toooo :3
XD I feel so specialllll <3
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Sometimes I like to sit at night and stare at the lamppost because it's the brightest thing in my life...

Wolfcry's picture

XD Its cuz Deh Shelbedy ish

XD Its cuz Deh Shelbedy ish deh AWESHOMENESH!!!!!

"Please hear what I'm not saying. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I tell you everything thats really nothing, and nothing of whats everything, of whats crying within me." - Mask