I went to karate today without my binder on... I can't do that. Which also means I can't do any sports that require more effort than karate without dying.. great. ><
It was just... I dunno, I wasn't hating myself the whole time or anything, but I couldn't stop thinking about it.. whether or not I was showing, making sure my uniform was loose enough that I -wasn't-... And I just can't go through that any more frequently than that.
When I'm binding I still worry about whether or not I'm showing, but not all the time... not nonstop. I get a break, and it doesn't even really hurt me -that- much... usually. Sometimes it does, actually, which I'm still trying to figure out, but.. meh.
Just... never again. *shudders*